i m back , tryin once sgain to put my thoughts into words, a complex process beginnig in my brain ........

these days i've been mostly thinking bout the relegion & its grip on me
i m not able to absorb a single valid point out of all the prachings that r being thrown at me
i mean if there is s true relegion how m i suppose to know it???? as in christians the church is using its own version differen t from gospels...,the muslims are tryin to fight the whole world to convert everyone into their own relegion , the monks dont gave a damn about nyone they r too busy& pleased with themselves, hindus r scared of the western influences , rest other relegions are also in quite a screw......

as of now if a person wants to begin his life fro a new day m starting all over again what would be the rigth path for him , i mean the quetion about the presence of god is sumthin we've not even discussed , but still there r so many controversies...
if there were a god then why would he decide to send so many sons ,messengers, incarnations to a tiny planet where centuries later blood will be spilled over the question that whose relegion is better......

nyways at the beginning ogf this post i was plannin to write about the types of behaviour ppl do when they r high & out of control but tit seems that more importany matters were in my head to discuss first....:)